I did not go to the doctor. My vision didn’t get blurry, my speech didn’t become slurred, my balance was not compromised. If I had gone to the doctor, she would have ordered an X-ray/MRI, and then told me it was too early to say whether I had a subdural hematoma and to watch for blurry vision, slurred speech, or dizziness. Those are symptoms of bleeding inside the skull, which can be fatal. I know this because I took Irene to the ER when she fell and hit her head and temporarily lost consciousness. My dad did have a subdural hematoma, for which he was hospitalized, after a bad fall. Two of my uncles died from subdural hematomas. Head injuries are nothing to ignore.
I still rely on ice packs on various parts of my body (head, shoulder, lower back) and take ibuprofen regularly to reduce swelling. I have begun exercising again, both to increase blood circulation (that’s what takes away the bruising) and combat inflammation in my joints (due to disuse…the bane of those with arthritis). I credit prior years of resistance training for not having any broken bones. Irene is still gloating that I was the one who fell this time.
Michael initially was angry that I was stupid enough not to use the pail with a bail, to call him when I couldn’t reach the pail with the bail, to fill the pan in the bathroom closer to Irene’s apartment, or to not remember that there was a huge squash sitting in the middle of the floor. Anger is his defensive mechanism against the fear that comes when I get hurt. Thankfully, just that morning there had been an article in our morning news about how the brain takes shortcuts, remembering usual patterns in speech, spaces, and other common things, in order to allow us to move through this world more efficiently. Having my visual path blocked by the pan meant that, to my brain, the squash disappeared. Unfortunately, my feet still found it. Because a science article confirmed that my brain was working as designed, Michael could accept that, perhaps, it is bad policy to leave things in the middle of the floor where they may create a trip hazard. He has been much better about moving things off to the side of walkways ever since.
This is not to say that we were not all complicit in creating the circumstances that resulted in my injurious event. We were all tired. I could have moved the squash myself any number of times that day. None of us were thinking well. This is when bad things usually happen.
The moral of this story is to take it really easy when you are super tired. If you can’t take it easy, take it as easy as you can. If you still get injured, pay attention to your body and look up symptoms and first aid measures. Keep fit and keep walkways as clear of giant squash as possible.